| Where'd you go? |
[Jun. 7th, 2006|09:35 pm] |
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| |  scared | ] |
My cat ran away at Phil's house b/c she was mad at me for spending 30 mins trying to get her from my dads. She used to come when I called her but not anymore. I'll miss her if she doesn't come back. :( Of course my day is once again ruined. |
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| ~Summer~ |
[Jun. 3rd, 2005|06:59 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  happy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | We Belong Together-Mariah Carey | ] |
Ahh.. everything is happy and in place.. I'm glad.
My summer is going good.
My kitten is in my lap.. sleeping and purring--ADORABLE--
I'm leaving for Hawaii Sunday.
Tuscon in 2 weeks w/ mom and Justin.
Everything is happy.. Im happy.. I hope it lasts
:)
ME |
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| Change |
[May. 23rd, 2005|02:04 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  uncomfortable | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Helena- My Chemical Romance | ] |
All of a sudden, it feels like life is changing so much. People get older, people move, people die. It sucks. It's like once you are just fine with how everything is going, something happens, maybe if it isn't a big step, it's still different and you have to adjust to it. Sometimes change can be for the better, but sometimes it can be for the worst, it can be devastating, life-threatening. I don't know, I just feel like these last few years have gone by so fast, and I'm scared for what is to come. My grandfather used to tell my mom "The only thing in this life that you can rely on is change" it's true, you know?
This school year is over, and I'm glad to have a break, but I'm gonna miss people that are leaving and I may not see very much, if at all. More change. The year 2005 went from one of the all time worst, to one of the best and most memorable years that I have had so far, and I'm scared for that to go away. It went from my best friend being sent away, to problems with another friend, to guy problems, then it got better with resolved issues, making new friends, prom, and all around happiness, and now it's ending. I just hope summer is good.
I guess I just felt like saying all that because, well, it's how i felt. |
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| Today |
[May. 9th, 2005|07:06 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  calm | ] |
hey,
i feel better today. Today was pretty good, except stupid PE where we had to do 260 squats. It SUCKED. I hate PE, its so dumb. Finals are coming up so fast! Ughh stressful. Oh well, Im happy today :) so thats good.
Love
Stephanie |
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| hmm |
[May. 8th, 2005|06:21 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  lonely | ] |
This weekend was alright, I was kind of sick, so I couldn't do much. Today I feel..lonley. I've been feeling sorta sad/scared/ and alone latley. I don't really know why, but I guess I sort of do. I just hope this feeling passes. I hope things get better. I really do. Maybe I'm just not in the right situation, maybe I need to change things in my life. I don't know, I just don't feel good.
I hope i start to feel better :/ I really hope things get better. |
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| blah. |
[May. 3rd, 2005|08:42 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  stressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Sunday Morning-Maroon 5 | ] |
hey,
Today was alright, I got my yearbook. But tomorrow and Thursday are gonna suck cuz im in this school play and I have to be at school from 7:30 am- 9:00 pm both days. Thats 13 and a half hours! AHH im gonna die. THen I don't even know what im doing this weeknd. I've got this huge history test on Friday, it sucks. I guess I better go start the HUGE study guide for that.
Stephanie |
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| Looong Time |
[May. 2nd, 2005|05:28 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  working | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Such Great Heights- The Postal Service | ] |
Hey,
I haven’t written in here in… let’s see… almost 4 months. Why not? I don’t know, I just didn’t feel like it. Life was throwing me some obstacles, and an online journal just wasn’t where I wanted to express my feelings. Plus myspace came along, and I sort of forgot about it. Ughh today sucks. It’s hard to go to school on Mondays, especially after you’ve had such a fun weekend. Prom was this last weekend, with Justin, and it was so fun. I wish it could have lasted longer. I wrote more about it and have pics of it on my myspace. All I can say is it was all lots of fun.
Today I wanted my yearbook, because I didn’t go to school on Friday--No I didn’t ditch I was just deathly sick ;) (wink wink) Friday was so fun too. Yeah but I didn’t get my yearbook because the teacher HAD to go to some mass thing. Ughh. I may never get it.
Aww but this weekend was so fun, I wish I could go back in time!
I doubt anyone reads this anyway. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 17th, 2005|08:50 am] |
This may be the last thing that i write for long
Can you hear me smiling when i sing this song, for you and only you
As I leave will you be someone to say good-bye
As I leave will you be someone to wipe your eye
My foot is out the door, and you can't stop me now
You wanted the best, it wasn't me, will you give it back
Now i'll take the lead, when there's no more room to make it grow
I'll see you again, you'll pretend you're naive, is this what you want
Is this what you need, how you end up let me know.
As I go, remember all the simple things you know,
My mind is just a crutch and I still hope, that you will miss me when
I'm gone
This is the last song
The hearts start breaking as the year is gone
The dream's beginning and the time rolls on
It seems so surreal, now I sing it.
Somehow I knew that I would be this way,
Somehow I knew that I would slowly fade.
Now i'm gone, just try and stop me now.
And will you need me now, you'll find a way somehow
You want it too, I want it too. |
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| Last TIme |
[Jan. 7th, 2005|02:33 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | relaxed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Jaded | ] |
Hi,
This is the last time Im going to write in my live journal for a while. I've learned so much and changed so much in this last month, acutally, in this last year. I miss one of my best friends, and I miss innocence. I hope everything will get better for everyone. I've realized that you lose friends, and that the people who used to mean a lot to you, can just be gone or can dissapoint you and throw your friendship out the window.
I am happy for these people that are here for me though, I love you girls and guys very much, thanks for being here for me. I'm sure that I will get to see my friend that moved away again soon, I hope.
That's all for now..
Stephanie |
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| Christmas and etc. |
[Dec. 26th, 2004|09:28 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  excited | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Stutter | ] |
hey
Well I'm feeling better lately. Christmas was a lot of fun. On Christmas eve I went to my grandmas on my dads side house, and opened presents. I got an I-Pod from my dad! Its so wonderful. But Im real sad b/c the cover got scratched, so i may have to trade it in.oh well. I also got a coach purse and much other stuff I don't feel like typing. I also got to see my cousin Tiffini on Christmas Day and we saw Meet The Fockers on the 23rd, it was funny. Her and I got the same coach purses only mine is pink and hers is reddish orange, it was coincidental!
thats all for now. |
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| weird |
[Dec. 22nd, 2004|02:50 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  gloomy | ] |
hey,
Christmas is coming and I'm not even excited because all of this weird stuff has been happening lately. Not to me, but to people around me like my friends. I just feel like I'm next. I can't really say what has all been happening, because its their own business, but things have just been bringing me down, seeing some of these people close to me hurt emotianally. *sigh* Hopefully everything will get better for everyone. Im sure Christmas will make peoples days brighter. Well that's all for now.
love-stephanie |
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| Long Time |
[Dec. 21st, 2004|02:04 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  surprised | ] |
| [ | music |
| | I'm Not Okay- My Chemical Romance | ] |
Hey,
It's been a long time since I've updated this, I guess maybe I wasn't ever going to, but now I just did. Let's see, I took finals, they sucked, but its good to be done with them. Life has been going good.. Yesterday I went to Tiffini's house and was there from like 8am- 2pm, then we went to my aunt Joans house and made cookies.. yumm.. thats all I had to eat until 8 pm when me and my family went to Mexican Food in Apache Junction, it was fun. That place gave me a free shirt hehe. Tomorrow Justin is coming over and we're having our "Christmas". Hopefully he gets me something special. :) hahaha (isj). Emily is in London, lucky girl. So for Christmas I didn't ask for much, except I think my dad is getting me and I-pod which is awesome. I leaving for Utah on the 28th of December. We're meeting the guys up there, they are leaving on the 25th. I'll be there until the day before school starts. Hopefully I can brush up on my skiing skills :) |
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| SUnday |
[Nov. 14th, 2004|09:31 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  nerdy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | I liked this smiley> | ] |
hey,
well im happier now, so thats good. Yesterday night I did about 3 hours of homework and watched some of the OC season. Today Im gonna do more homework, maybe go to church, and then justin will be here. Im kinda tired right now. anyway..
seeyou
Stephanie |
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| umm |
[Nov. 13th, 2004|03:36 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | sad | ] |
hey,
soo these last couple of days havent been so great. I dont even really know why. School has been really long and a lot of work. and ive just been in a bad mood. Hopefully it will get better. Tonights gonna be boring. Tomorrow i think Justins coming over though. so thats good.
cyastephanie |
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| Weekend |
[Nov. 7th, 2004|05:54 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | working | ] |
Hey, THis weekend I did SOOOO much. On Friday after school I went to the mall with Katelyn and Emily we were there from like 12-5:30, then after that we went to Macaroni Grill and the movies w/ Dietrich and Justin.. We were really wild! WE left D's house at 12 then stayed up til 2ish watching the OC.
Saturday we took them home, then Justin came over and we hung out, watched the OC(I forced him to), walked around outside and stuff. twas fun.. :D
THen today went to lunch at Streamers and I now should be doing homework.
I changed my user picture.. it is now one from Hawaii June 2004.yaa
well cya
Stephanie |
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| weekend & Halloweeeen |
[Oct. 31st, 2004|09:22 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sleepy | ] |
Hey,
This weekend has been pretty fun. Im too tired to type the details.. basically on Friday-Justin
Saturday-Dead man walking play
Sunday- Halloween and bought the OC whole first season!! woo
if you want to know anything else about it, just ask me.
_STEPHANIE)* |
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| Life in general |
[Oct. 28th, 2004|09:10 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sore | ] |
hey,
well Ive had a pretty busy week! it went sloooooww.. I had so much homework! Last weekend was fun.. im trying to rememebr what I did, Oh yeah! it was homecoming. that was fun, if u want some juicy details, just ask me! and on Sunday Justin came over we hung out and walked to walgreens. Aren't you sooo excited! next week the OC season 2 starts! woo hoo!
-always
-stephanie |
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| Eric Von Detten!! |
[Oct. 22nd, 2004|03:52 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | excited | ] |
Hey,
OMG today was sooo awesome! Eric Von Detton from the Disney movie BRINK and Princess Diaries 1 came to Xavier today!! Our school will probably be on ABC 15 news tonight because that news channel was there. He and his cast members from some new show came. They answered questions and stuff in the gym! and gave hugs!
They came into my theatre class because the vice-principal was giving a tour of the school!! everyone like freaked out!! and gasped. His guy cast members were really hott too! After all that, me christina, anne, and katelyn walked to applebees, and now im at home just hanging out. Tomorrow is homecoming and Sunday justin might be coming over. thats all for now!!
Stephanie |
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| weekend |
[Oct. 17th, 2004|06:35 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | mellow | ] |
hey,
my weeked was fun. Justin came over on Friday at like 1:30, we went to the movies at 4 and saw Wimbledon then went and walked around the stores.Twas very fuN!! If ya want anymore details ask me :)Oh yeah, there was this scary guy that worked in Bath and Body works... :0. I think he was checking Justin out... haha
On Saturday Tiffini came over! It was fun, I hadnt seen her since August 7th!! We saw Shall We Dance and ate at Panda Express. We then went home and she showed me her flag routine, shes really awesome at it. I then showed her my own moves haha. Then we got hungry and went to Sonic for a shake. We stayed up til midnite and just talked. How I missed her so!! It was super funN! This morning we went to Krispy Kreme and her mom picked her up there. Im gonna go to her football game against Notre Dame on October 29 (I think) That'll be fun. Maybe I can meet Robert, (Her boyf)
THe rest of the day I did hwork and went shopping at the mall. I should be doing hwork right now.
School tomorrow :/ oh well atleast i get to see my friends. |
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| Life |
[Oct. 14th, 2004|03:35 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  hopeful | ] |
Hey,
Yesterday we had Testing Day so we got out at 11:00 and I went to lunch at Oregano's w/ Katelyn,Kelsey, and Emily. It was good! Especially the Pizookie (A half-baked giant cookie with icecream on top)
I woke up and I was sick today so I stayed home :(
What's in store for my weekend?
I really don't know. I think Justin is coming over tomorrow, and maybe Tiffini on Saturday. Should be fun!
Have a good day
Stephanie |
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